You've been running around, running around, running around
Throwing that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
You've been going around, going around, going around
Every party in LA
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one
I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking about when you were mine
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?
But you're not coming home with me tonight
You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never getting over you
You've been running around, running around, running around
Throwing that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
Baby, now that we're, now that we're, now that we're
Right here standing face to face
You already know, 'ready know, 'ready know that you won
I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking about when you were mine
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?
But you're not coming home with me tonight
You just want attention
All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking
All my friends are watching, I can hear
You just want attention, you don't want my heart
Maybe you—hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never getting over you
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking
All my friends are watching, I can hear
Well, maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled-up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age, maybe it would've been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened
You!
That's what happened
You
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
I'm addicted to the madness, this hotel is my Atlantis
We're forever gonna have a fucking reason to sin
Let me leave my soul to burn, and I'll be breathing it in
I'm addicted to the feeling, getting higher than the ceiling
And we're never gonna want this fucking feeling to end
Just concede and give in to your inner demons again
For the way that I am
Despite having overdosed, and ending up comatose
I don't give a damn
I've let my emotions go, fuck being a sober ho
This is the mantra, this is my life
You're playing with now till the end of the night
Surrounded by fire, the passion ignites
A hit of that Heaven and Hell, a hell of a high
Just concede and give in to your inner demons again
Tell me what's going on
Can you take me there?
Before the morning comes
Can you make me care?
Tell me what's going on
Help me fade into flashing lights
Yeah, I've been working overtime
'Cause all my friends, they know
I'm making messes out of silence
If we're the same, let it go
Somebody save me from the madness
All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking
All my friends are watching, I can hear
Come watch us rise again
Out of the fever
Life will never be the same
I'm a believer
Don't call us another name
We were born to the same sunrise
It's getting brighter all the time
'Cause all my friends, they know
Been making messes out of silence
If we're the same, let it go
Somebody save me from the madness, madness, madness
Madness, madness, madness, madness
Madness, madness
Somebody save me from the madness
MS Project
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
"I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
'Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well