You've been running around, running around, running around Throwing that dirt all on my name 'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up You've been going around, going around, going around Every party in LA 'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one I know that dress is karma, perfume regret You got me thinking about when you were mine And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect? But you're not coming home with me tonight You just want attention, you don't want my heart Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start You're just making sure I'm never getting over you You've been running around, running around, running around Throwing that dirt all on my name 'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up Baby, now that we're, now that we're, now that we're Right here standing face to face You already know, 'ready know, 'ready know that you won I know that dress is karma, perfume regret You got me thinking about when you were mine You got me thinking about when you were mine And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect? But you're not coming home with me tonight You just want attention All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear You just want attention, you don't want my heart Maybe you—hate the thought of me with someone new Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start You're just making sure I'm never getting over you 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night We're dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light Down the stairs, I was there I remember it all too well And there we are again when nobody had to know You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath Sacred prayer and we'd swear To remember it all too well, yeah All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear Well, maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well And you call me up again just to break me like a promise So casually cruel in the name of being honest I'm a crumpled-up piece of paper lying here 'Cause I remember it all, all, all They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new hell Every time you double-cross my mind You said if we had been closer in age, maybe it would've been fine And that made me want to die The idea you had of me, who was she? A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you Not weeping in a party bathroom Some actress asking me what happened You! That's what happened You You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one" Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone But you keep my old scarf from that very first week 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me You can't get rid of it 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah I'm addicted to the madness, this hotel is my Atlantis We're forever gonna have a fucking reason to sin Let me leave my soul to burn, and I'll be breathing it in I'm addicted to the feeling, getting higher than the ceiling And we're never gonna want this fucking feeling to end Just concede and give in to your inner demons again For the way that I am Despite having overdosed, and ending up comatose I don't give a damn I've let my emotions go, fuck being a sober ho This is the mantra, this is my life You're playing with now till the end of the night Surrounded by fire, the passion ignites A hit of that Heaven and Hell, a hell of a high Just concede and give in to your inner demons again Tell me what's going on Can you take me there? Before the morning comes Can you make me care? Tell me what's going on Help me fade into flashing lights Yeah, I've been working overtime 'Cause all my friends, they know I'm making messes out of silence If we're the same, let it go Somebody save me from the madness All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear them talking All my friends are watching, I can hear Come watch us rise again Out of the fever Life will never be the same I'm a believer Don't call us another name We were born to the same sunrise It's getting brighter all the time 'Cause all my friends, they know Been making messes out of silence If we're the same, let it go Somebody save me from the madness, madness, madness Madness, madness, madness, madness Madness, madness Somebody save me from the madness MS Project 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known It was rare, I was there I remember it all too well Wind in my hair, you were there You remember it all Down the stairs, you were there You remember it all It was rare, I was there I remember it all too well And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age" From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? Just between us, did the love affair maim you too? 'Cause in this city's barren cold I still remember the first fall of snow And how it glistened as it fell I remember it all too well