How'd you do it?
I can't go alone anymore
Can't remember why I still need it
What would you know
That's kinda just how it goes
First you're terrified, then it all seems easy
What was so hard about telling them nothing?
You act like you're a liar, but it just never came up
They hate nothing more than being like you
I want it so bad

But then it felt like
Hey, you're one of the guys
You know how it is
Don't take yourself too seriously
Seriously, you're fine
It's the same to me
I won't change a thing about myself
Just don't talk about yourself
Look, you're one of the guys
You know how it is
You're not so subtle
Why can't you just say it?
Do you really think it's all downhill from here?
You're here

I feel nothing
I'll follow wherever he goes
Thank God he told me it doesn't matter
I'm still waiting for something to tell me when I should go
It wasn't horrible, so it's any day now
See right through me, I guess it feels nice
To know I didn't lose it all trying to blend into the crowd
For days and days, I just wanted to take it back
I want it so bad

But then it felt like
Hey, you're one of the guys
You know how it is
Don't take yourself too seriously
Seriously, you're fine
It's the same to me
I won't change a thing about myself
Just don't talk about yourself
Look, you're one of the guys
You know how it is
You're not so subtle
Why can't you just say it?
Do you really think it's all downhill from here?
You're here

So take it back to me
A few drinks in, he'll spill it all
And tell me how he feels about it
He's lying through his teeth
That pissed me off the night it happened
Can't even pretend to care now
So run right back to here
The first time since I was a kid
I really forgot all about it
I'll act like I didn't hear
He tried his best, I guess that's something
Few months later, I still feel nothing