So when you're up past five And you glance up at the sky I'm watching you turn right back around I know you're never tired Just annoyed all the time Only so many things get you out of bed Your face is inside out You're lying again just now 'Cause everything gold could stay the same The world didn't end 'cause of yesterday So look me in the eyes And say you'd rather die The fear of failure saved you twice You're throwing up your heart You're nothing but your thoughts You hate the world, and it loves you back Your eyes are red and numb Your nose, it bleeds like hell But months will go by where nothing's changed And you'll come to regret that time you wasted Acting like it's over 'Cause you've been too scared to speak I've been here for five billion years And I'll be here for five billion more I'll check back in a year You'll give me nothing new And you'll say to me that you tried your best I'll know you lied your head off And I'll love you either way 'Cause nothing changes when you're not here I've listened to all your songs And witnessed firsthand how you think I know you more than you know yourself But you've heard that all before So once you're up at eight You'll look me in the eye Of course they were right, they always are And you still hate the body You know there's so much more You never really know yourself Your eyes are red and numb Your nose, it bleeds like hell But months will go by where nothing's changed And you'll come to regret that time you wasted Acting like it's over 'Cause you've been too scared to speak I've been here for five billion years And I'll be here for five billion more I've known you for a lifetime And I've loved you for my lifetime And I've watched you for a lifetime Know that even in the nighttime I'll be standing far below you Shining light on those below you Though I didn't do what I'd hoped to I can't wait to get to know you