AstroHow’d you do it?I can’t go alone anymoreCan’t remember why I still need itWhat would you knowThat’s kinda just how it goesFirst you’re terrified, then it all seems easyWhat was so hard about telling them nothing?You act like you’re a liar, but it just never came upThey hate nothing more than being like youI want it so bad
But then it felt likeHey, you’re one of the guysYou know how it isDon’t take yourself too seriouslySeriously, you’re fineIt’s the same to meI won’t change a thing about myselfJust don’t talk about yourselfLook, you’re one of the guysYou know how it isYou’re not so subtleWhy can’t you just say it?Do you really think it’s all downhill from here?You’re here
I feel nothingI’ll follow wherever he goesThank God he told me it doesn’t matterI’m still waiting for something to tell me when I should goIt wasn’t horrible, so it’s any day nowSee right through me, I guess it feels niceTo know I didn’t lose it all trying to blend into the crowdFor days and days, I just wanted to take it backI want it so bad
But then it felt likeHey, you’re one of the guysYou know how it isDon’t take yourself too seriouslySeriously, you’re fineIt’s the same to meI won’t change a thing about myselfJust don’t talk about yourselfLook, you’re one of the guysYou know how it isYou’re not so subtleWhy can’t you just say it?Do you really think it’s all downhill from here?You’re here
So take it back to meA few drinks in, he’ll spill it allAnd tell me how he feels about itHe’s lying through his teethThat pissed me off the night it happenedCan’t even pretend to care nowSo run right back to hereThe first time since I was a kidI really forgot all about itI’ll act like I didn’t hearHe tried his best, I guess that’s somethingFew months later, I still feel nothing